It's time for me to go to bed,
Forget about your face
And all the awful things you said.

Time for me to close my eyes
Hold back the memories
And be ready for more hurt to arise.

Time for me to relax
Cry a little to myself
And get over all the stupid facts.

It's time for me to roll-over in sleep
Not dream of you
And not think of you so much I weep.

Time for me to dream
Thinking of happy times again
And again that's how things now seem.

When I wake up in the morning
Depression seeps back into my veins
And the rain won't stop pouring.


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FYI:
I was feeling very upset when I wrote this.

I don't think I want to deal with you tonight.
We should sit back, relax, and end this fight.
No one ever said this would be easy,
But it was never meant to be this hard.
I can't work out my own emotions
And they change like the tides of an ocean.
I don't want to remember you right now
I got to forget you all over again somehow.
We should've kept things the way they were,
Then they wouldn't have gotten this hard.
I can't deal with this tonight,
We need to stop this and make things right.

xx

So all I plan to do here is write poetry and if you don't like my poetry you can say something, but make it constructive criticism not 'oh my god your writing is the suckiest crap in the entire world.' No, that doesn't help an aspiring author/poet. 

Here's one I'll just make off the top of my head so it won't be well thought out...I just need to let something out.

There's something that attracts me to you,
Like the moth to the flame.
Strangely I find myself wishing
I could be with you again.
I can't forget the look on your face,
Or the shine of your eyes.
I wouldn't stand next to you
and let us say our last goodbyes.
I couldn't forget we ever existed,
and I shouldn't remember this.
Like the sound of your voice
or the taste of your kiss.
I will never be the same.

Yeah that's about someone...I shall not say. :]

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